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feels like such a long time since ive talked to someone.....sounded like she was seriously done with me. Felt like a stab through the heart.....great feeling.....yeah right....

yuck

So tired and confused right now...blah

So long

Goodbye world.....heh heh....

New Song

At this point, I hope the chorus will be good at least.

"Standing all alone
That's what youre thinking
Not realizing that you
Just gotta keep believing
Because you know
Or at least  I hope you do
That when it's all said and done
I'm gonna love you"

-Unknown Writer, Composer, and lyricist.......<333

Friends

Some friends are irreplaceable. I dont know what I'd do without you all! Love you guys soooooooooooooooo, sooooooooooooooo much!

hmmmm

I dont know how to help one of my best friends out :/ why does it have to be so hard? Why can't life be good for a good person? Idk.

Good Friends

Ya know, I really dont deserve the friends I have, Ive put most through hell and back, and yet they're still there. Ummm, why? That makes no sense to me, tbh. Why are they still here? Shouldnt they be with my other "friends": Gone? It's nothing about me that makes them stick around, I know that. Someone is gonna read this and kill me, but idc......It's how I feel.

Emily

Stay strong girl. You can get through the storm that's going on. <3 you!

WOOOOOOOO

Talked/talking to 2 awesome girls tonight and my best guy friend! Only thing that would be better is if I had that new phone! Yes, stupid me dropped it in the snow and it was water damaged. Don't laugh, everyone does drop it eventually. Ahh, life is good :)

to Emily: HUGS
to Ashley Hanlin: you're awesome girl! <333

Yes, I had to put those two out here. Love them both for different reasons. Em is seriously my sista, and Ashley is my new bestest buddy :) <3 how lucky can a guy get? If it's me, then I guess pretty dang lucky! I wanna give someone a huge hug right now :( *sigh* oh well, I have my buddies, and if they read this, then yay! Ha ha :) I know one definitely will. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Yes, im weird tonight, lol. And very talkative with no phone :p lol. Should I write tonight? hmmmmm, i just might.

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Friends. Wish I could help more.

Friends

Can I just say that I have the best friends in the world? They're always there when I need someone, and I cant thank them enough! They honestly dont realize how lucky I am that they are in my life! Could I give all their names? Sure! But I'm just going to throw Emily out there! Love ya girl :) One of my bestest friends until the end of time, no matter what happens between now and then :)

pressure

Pressure keep surrounding me from all sides. Idk what to do, think, or say. I'm at a loss here. Help!

*sigh*

I hate it when people talk about me. I really dont know what to do about it. I'm pretty sure my job is going to be at stake here. I'm not ok with that, like at all. What do I do here? At least my friend told me b/c she doesnt want to see me fired or anything. AHHHHHHH! I need to go hit something.

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Gonna be a lonnnnnggggggggg day. Think I'm gonna get my guitar and book out and have some fun, right after the job search is over. *sigh* sure hope I find a second or brand new job soon, I miss my money :'( boo!

rain

The rain is pretty symbolic for how i feel right now. Got told by 4 people that I've ruined their lives and they never want to talk to me again. Am i supposed to be ok with this? Because I'm really not. Thankfully though, there are two (2) angels on earth: Emily Potter and Ashley Freeman. These girls have been there for me, and I cant thank them enough right now.I love you girls <3  You're my best friends!

Even when I'm falling
Youre still there
Even when Im falling
Youre still here
When I lose my way
Youre the light that guides me
(woah, woah)
Tell me for a second
What you think of me
Let me know
So I'm not guessing
............please girls? Tell me somethin. <3

???

This is all confusing
Life makes no sense     
Lookin around me
Trying to just rest
Not sure where im going
Or whats going on
So we'll just keep fighting
And live another day
Gonna fight another round
Let's see how far I get.
Who's comin with me now
Let's go another round
......................................................yeah, i wrote this. the lyrics suck, but it's how i feel

Emily

Emily Potter. That's the name of a real friend right there! She is sooooooo like the younger sister that I dont have :) Thanks for everything kiddo!

blargh

So not feeling the best tonight. Just kind of down, and feeeling kind of down and out. What do I do here? I'm confused, I'll admit that. And yeah, this was 3 posts in one day. Got a problem with it, deal with it! This is my life, so welcome to it!

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE

Ok, so super excited right now, like it's nobody's business. Looks like my one friend is pretty happy finally), and I found a job that would be perfect for me!!!!! I read and write wayyyyyyyy too much. Why not work at a bookstore? Soooooooooo hoping that I can get this job! Hoping and praying, hoping and praying! AWWWWW YEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

hmmmmm

Ever have a friend that you really wanna help, but you don't really know how? Yeah, that's where I'm at. Hopefully she knows that I'll be here no matter what!

Wahoo!!!!

So I just got started with this, b/c a really good friend does it too. Let's see how it goes!